I got another letter from Alan this morning. It seems we are back where we started. Went to Rainham Town with Michael tonight. Had one great discussion which turned into a very heated argument.
I don’t like being nasty to Mike. It makes me miserable and I don’t enjoy myself very much.
It appears I’ve got him very puzzled. He said ‘Y’know, I really can’t understand you at all. Why do you bother to go out with me?’ To which I charmingly replied, ‘I like you. I like your company.’ I’m told it is my attitude that is concerning him.
I refused to go walking with him tomorrow which narked him a lot. I’m going to his house ‘to sit’ tomorrow evening.
To date I have received 33 letters, 2 postcards, 1 valentine card from Alan.